I was so pumped and ready for class today and I believed I made a good improvement, I used to be so quiet; but not today. I actually opened my mouth. Surprising isn’t it? ;) But I was not that prepared for the detailed anatomy of the ulna and radial, which I received feedback saying; I need to do more background reading. I was a little insulted because I know I did my anatomy probably not as amazing as the others. But I still did it!! Anyways, they had their notes with them, which sort of made it unfair honestly. Ugh. But whatever. I decided not get upset over such petty issues, instead I am going to look at it in motivating manner. I am gonna take it as a challenge and prove to myself and my tutor that I am equally smart, smarter than my peers. I feel I am looked down upon sometimes just because I don’t speak up much in class. But that is not gonna ruin my day or destroy my fragile little heart. My heart has gone through a whole lot more than this. It gets stronger and stronger by the day, I don’t need any medications to make it stronger; all I have is my passion and drive to succeed and become an amazing doctor. Which is what I am destined to be :)
You know what, I am gonna come back on Wednesday and write on how amazing my day went because I am gonna prove to my tutor that I am way more capable than they give me credit for!